[You must be registered and logged in to see this image.]National Park Gate || Late Morning [49] "What if it had been me?"As Clyde turned away, breathing harsh as all manner of gruesome scenarios manifested before his eyes, that single, quiet voice stopped him. Rigid, the sorrow within Lalita’s question rendering the ape immobile, a half-sob half-growl escaped him.
“No…” He muttered quietly, head hung in shame as he lacked the ability to accept the fact he was a coward. Would he leave Lalita too? Silver had been there for him, always. She’d healed him, protected him, held his paw when he couldn’t stomach facing the world alone. Now he hadn’t the courage to look for her.
What’s wrong with me?"I made a promise to protect you...all of you...and I failed."That crushed his heart like a vice. The guilt, the irony. Lalita blamed herself for this mess when not ten minutes ago, he was willing to endanger them all by infecting himself. The Ninetales’ innocence knew no bounds, unlike Clyde. No matter how hard he tried to escape his past, he would always be that same callous thug. Bonnie had almost fixed him. He’d returned to that horrendous state the day he’d abandoned her. Growling, angry at himself and unwilling to reveal his incredible sorrow triggered by Lalita’s heartbreak, Clyde turned to face the group only when the Absol spoke.
"It was me. I did it. She's gone because of what I am."“What?”The air was knocked from the ape’s lungs. Eyes widening then immediately narrowing, Clyde’s attention wandered the shiny creature before realisation hit him. Absol, the
disaster pokémon.
“Disaster…” Staring at the creature, his species’ famous fury slowly rising to the surface, as Calamity continued to speak, expecting some sort of punishment – Clyde was more than happy to deliver it. A snarl rippling across his face, the Vigoroth
knew his reaction was wrong, unfair. But that admittance, the thought of Calamity single-handedly using some black magic on his
friend to create this havoc, was enough to silence the ape’s dwindling rationality. Clyde wasn’t the villain in this, it was that damned Absol. Fangs flashing dangerously, his large claws subconsciously tearing into the vulnerable ground, Clyde was not himself. A little piece of the kindly Vigoroth had died along with each of his friends…
“Leave.”The single word came with enough venom to fall an army, spoken through gritted fangs. Clyde’s eyes flashed with a rare hatred, his body tense and battle-ready. He didn’t want to fight, but something in the depth of his mind was urging him on. It made no sense. This fury was irrational, ridiculous, but the Vigoroth was helpless to the commands of his own deteriorating sanity. The Absol’s confession distracted him from his own guilt, his own self-hate, thus he had unknowingly become to source of Clyde’s fury. If he didn’t leave peacefully, only one effective means of disposal echoed temptingly within the ape’s mind.
Kill…(( I’ll let you know now that Clyde is infected. The cross-shaped wound on his chest is infected and will begin to turn a purple colour over the next few posts. However, the major give-away to his condition is his behaviour, unsurprisingly, lol. You are welcome to notice it even though it’s not hugely obvious yet. ))